sometimes when your life takes an unexpected turn, or something happens that you dont really expect from someone..you get hurt. but in that moment you also loose a little bit of faith in things and that ends up in a big fat blow to everything that you believe in.a loud knocking on your head and in your heart makes you want to scream out whats inside, but you dont because you know it will not be understood,yes logic would tell me i am being stupid by not saying it but at times there are things at stake of much higher cost..irreplacable and if they dont atleast you undesratnd their value.