" Trust that Counts"

A lots been happening, but i don't feel comfortable writing here for some reason.. too public i guess. As much as i'd like to believe i'm opening up more, (example - blogg; i'm so not the diary keeping sort) i find i shrink more and more into myself.. till no one even knows that there might be something going on, there are some like my best friend a.k.a Sana who can tell.. and who gets really annoyed when i don't tell her whats going on .It's usually not because i dont WANT to tell her or anyone else for that matter, but because i've just become so used to not telling, i've lost trust in basically all humans... i've been trying to trust the people i KNOW i can trust more, trying being the key word. I love all my friends this includes my brothers as they've always been like friends to me and i dedicate this blog to my friends. If i didn't have them, i wouldn't have survived whatever i've survived so far(especially my frends Sana nd da most gorgeous jiya,thay r the one who keep me going), if it wouldn't have been for there trust in ME i wouldn't have any friends right now.They put up with all my bullshit,my moods, all the drama, the stories and we've been through a lot together. i luvv these 2 beautiful ladies*smooch*