read dis on sombody else's blog..wich made me think dat at times how difficult words can b to understand as dis

"For all the shortcomings i found in you, i realised they were due to weaknesses in me"

Jalaluddin Rumi

devotion like dis leads to success

too happy for a frend today:)

TOUCHED BY THESE

"Thinking the world will be nice to you because you are a good person, is like expecting the bull will not attack you because you are a vegetarian."

"Any fool can tell the truth, but it requires a person of some sense to lie well."
(OH God...i blv its so very true....hahaha...who else can know better than me)

"The only trouble about being a good sport is that you have to lose to prove it." "Character is a perfectly educated will."

summi's birthday

so it was summi's bday today........after all dose requests,begging me nd jiya managed to b at her place....it was fun being dere.
but the real fun had not yet started,it was evolution where the da fun began....my god all three of us had a blast there......ate,laughed,made fun of ppl,nd wat not..it was really somthing i enjoyed after a long time.

In Search Of.....

huh.....som times u really need to speak out nd say wat ever u hav in ur heart,thngs goin on in urmind nd ur short of ppl to listen to u.i really wonder dat is dere really som body who wud ever listen to me wid da same interest,curiosity,concern,attention dat i want that person to pay.
da biggest reason of my not sharing things wid others is da same dat i dont find the interest & attention dat person should show,so i find it better to keep my thoughts my life jus to myself rather than makin ppl hear all dose stories which appear not so important to the opposite person.
i really wish i cud find a person who atleast has da potential to listen to me wid dis keen interest....phew..asap.

dedicated to somone a real dear frend,as dat frend matters alot nd possesses som important place in my life.(i wish dat person cud read dis)

"TO TELL U"

Come up to meet you

Tell you I'm sorry

You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you...

Tell you I need you

Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets

And ask me your questions

Oh let's go back to the start...

Running in circles; coming in tails

Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy

It's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures

Pulling your puzzles apart

Questions of science; science and progress

Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me

Come back and haunt me

Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles, chasing our tails

Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy

Oh it's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start

sometimes when your life takes an unexpected turn, or something happens that you dont really expect from someone..you get hurt. but in that moment you also loose a little bit of faith in things and that ends up in a big fat blow to everything that you believe in.a loud knocking on your head and in your heart makes you want to scream out whats inside, but you dont because you know it will not be understood,yes logic would tell me i am being stupid by not saying it but at times there are things at stake of much higher cost..irreplacable and if they dont atleast you undesratnd their value.

SOMTHING NOT GETTING BAK TO NORMAL

i never knew dat one can get attached to somone like dis,as i've been.its soo difficult to stay like dis being pissed off at each other,not talkin a single word except for salam in da morning for more than 2 weeks,remain busy in talkin to others showing as if it doesnt matter at alll we not talkin to each other,My God in alllll dese 6 or 7 months i really hav realised how imp can sombody b,nd how much it hurts being ignored by somone whose center of attention u've been for more than 5 years.i dont know y is it happenin,yyyyyyyy?none of us getting bak to normal...........i guess somthing really has hurt badly,dose words always keep on echoing in my ears,even wen i try to forget but i cannot.....but all alllll has really destroyed somthing specail nd really dear at heart to me.:(
its really getting toooo much for me:(,unable to bear all dis....i guessss tooo many misunderstandings in b/w or a sense of insecurities........
really praying to plz make every thing get bak to normal......coz i dont like to cry,b sad,upset,depressed,not enjoying every single bit of wats happenin around me nd staying quiet even wen i want to speak up.this time m unable to stop my tears coming out every second,either at univ,in da classs noticing every bit of attitude shown,on da way bak,sleeping,studying.trying not to face my mom she might discover dat i've been crying nd ask me da reason.my dear Lord plz mkae thigs better for me.
i want da same laughter,dat smile dat greeted me every morning,dat care,da concern abt my preparing for da test or not,dat curiosity in da eyes wanting to tell me all da internal happenigs as soon as possible,pre tests,vivas,sessionals worries being expressed,allll in allll i want my frend nd my frendship bakkkkkkkkkkk.:(